Friday, June 24, 2011

Love

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

Love can be different things to different people.
Some believe that even dogs can love.
It all lies in the heart, and though at times we too cant answer the questions of our hearts, The One who created our hearts and its emotions will answer our questions.
All i gotta do, is ask Him and trust Him.

No answer can be more fulfilling than this.
Father, hear my prayer, help me to live Your word.
Amen.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

changes

wow. can't believe it's been months since my last post. haha. it has happened before though. hmm. let's see. what can i update on, or more like where should i start.
sighs. well, reading my old posts again made me feel like such a grown up looking back on my 'younger days'. SPM was over so long ago, so was my schooling life. there's just so many other things that has taken over my life.
what are they? hmm. mainly it would be him. He's been my main priority for the past 6 months and more. I guess that was unhealthy in a way coz i didnt give him enough space and it lead to many pushy and rude arguements and very little understnading.
but everything happens for a reason and you just gotta respect God's plan for you. *as hard as it may seem. =(
i dunno why when i write on my blog i start talking bout things i've never spoken before. dangerous la this blogging thing. haha. but it really help you uncover so many sides of your life. =) who knew right?
well lemme summarize it a lil bit la.

-currently doing my degree in relaxing.
-enrolled in University of Nottingham for Foundation in Engineering programme July intake.
-sis will be coming back around the time i'll be starting my studies.
-he'll be doing his STPM here in taiping.

*he just sent a text saying he likes my smile. =) funny fellow.

my relationship with him is another one of life's unexplainable mysteries. maybe that's why it's beautiful in a way. okay. enough about that. all my posts somehow end up being about him. let's spice it up a lil bit eh? =)

being 18 is real transition phase. you know they always say teenagers are the 'in between'. they get stuck whether to be children or to be grown ups. lets just say 18 is the peak of that 'stuck' phase. you gotta make very important decisions yet you can't make major decisions. sighs. what can i say. critical point of life. what's the solution? DROP IT. don't think too much. dont eat yourself up every time you innocently upset another. accept it. accept it all. it helps you grow. *a thought just came to my mind, he'd say 'real grandmother la you' everytime i talk this much.

=)

enough said for now.